I may not have visible wings,

But these people ARE my wings.

If I have to dry up,
if I have to be trampled on,
then at least let it be you

It's enough if I'm next to a beautiful flower,
I just want to be beside you

A painful short life it will never change

Every time you passed by you stroked me gently
On rainless days you gave me water so that I live strong

Then one day you disappeared now I'm blooming in vain
There's no water for a flower that will wither away
There's no light for the flower that will rot away
Just being scared of death I'm crawling in darkness
Looking for light I'm crawling in darkness

If you feel sorry for me then make a beautiful flower bloom
I want to be someone anybody can love

There's no water for an ugly drying flower
A flower that only rots away won't leave a bud behind
My eyes are covered in darkness,
I'm writhing,
I'm getting crushed

If it was you,
If it were you,
I thought you would help me out of here somehow
I was crying in the revolving lantern

The feeling you gave me
Was it just a dream born out of desire?
I will soon wither away without ever knowing

Pungent smelling hair sprays,
Along with cosmetics.

Spurs from friends,
Cheers from the crowd.

When it's all said and done,
My heart and pride,
shattered in an instant,
by the harsh reality.

I wanted to open up my floodgates
and drown myself,
in all that effort which has gone
down the drain.

However, those gates just won't open.

Why?
I wonder.
What's keeping them shut?

Looking up,
I remember..
Of the friends who've supported me
through and through..
Thick and thin..
Always there when I need them.

Their support and cheers,
kept those tear-filled gates shut.
But olny for a moment.

Family who wouldn't even understand.
The shame, feeling of losing and lost pride.
The grey clouds of harsh reality came again
And it began to rain.