It's 4:15am in the morning and I'm still up.

It seems that my life as a worker at the shop I work for will be short lived.
From next week onwards, I'd have a pair of eyes watching every move I make. This means that I'd have to be at a 110% in whatever I do. So what does this add up to? Extra pressure and stress. Seriously, I can only do sales alone. Yes, I may slack like my colleage but I produce results unlike him. I can exercise my freedom. And man, how am I supposed to sell when there's nobody to sell my products to? Even if the people who come in to the shop, you think persuading them is easy if they are not even into the things we sell? I'm seriously thinking of retiring after april. I'm not in need of money. Neither am I obliged to sell my soul to the company. I'm just doing a favour since I've been recomended for the job.

Sigh..My current form of escapism is gonna be robbed once more and I'll be prone to thinking bout the problems I've shelved all this while. Guess I'm nothing more of a coward. Running away from my problems.