Hokay. An update!
Getting straight to the point, I've just missed the jaws of results when I got back my results. And did I say, horrible results? 20 points for L1R2 + CCA. As much as I've dissapointed those who had even a small amount of expecations, I feel that the person I've let down the most was myself. I mean, I feel that I've given it my all and yet this is the shitty results that I get? Whereas those who either don't pay attention in class, skip school can get better grades then me?! Especially maths. I friggin missed out on all engineering courses from all the poly's except for Republic's cos my maths got a D7!! Gaahh! *whacks self* After all that effort..But still..Sigh..
I am lost. Confused. Dazed. Alone. And just afraid of what the future lies for me. I am forced to take a course which I have absoulutely no intrest in. Will I be able to accept that course and have a bright future? Will I be able to make it into the University? Questions which will not show the answers till sometime in the near future..I am so afraid right now..
Despite my future looking bleak right now, the present is quite alright..I'm finally employed at Pan-in-the-box's Downtown East outlet. With this, I'm able to fund my cosplay projects. Especially my Justocorps costume which my friend has quoted, would cost me 1k again >__> This time, I feel that my money would be in safe hands and that he won't let me down..Another thing would be Negi lending me his ESP LTD F-10 electric guitar. Thanks to it, I've been able to play 2 new songs and currently learning another one. And I must say, my friend's theory of the grade of the guitar playing an important role in the guitarist's development is true. With a better grade guitar like Negi's F-10, I've been able to play songs which I thought I'd never be able to play in a long time. Yet I managed to play em in just a matter of days. That being said, maybe I should just save up abit more and order a custom ESP model? But I guess, then, I'd not be worthy of that guitar. So it'll still be the F-250..Which is coming soon since the F-50s have arrived at the shop.
Other than that, i seriously think..I just need someone to comfort me..If not that something or someone to make me laugh..and laugh my doubts and distress away..
Getting straight to the point, I've just missed the jaws of results when I got back my results. And did I say, horrible results? 20 points for L1R2 + CCA. As much as I've dissapointed those who had even a small amount of expecations, I feel that the person I've let down the most was myself. I mean, I feel that I've given it my all and yet this is the shitty results that I get? Whereas those who either don't pay attention in class, skip school can get better grades then me?! Especially maths. I friggin missed out on all engineering courses from all the poly's except for Republic's cos my maths got a D7!! Gaahh! *whacks self* After all that effort..But still..Sigh..
I am lost. Confused. Dazed. Alone. And just afraid of what the future lies for me. I am forced to take a course which I have absoulutely no intrest in. Will I be able to accept that course and have a bright future? Will I be able to make it into the University? Questions which will not show the answers till sometime in the near future..I am so afraid right now..
Despite my future looking bleak right now, the present is quite alright..I'm finally employed at Pan-in-the-box's Downtown East outlet. With this, I'm able to fund my cosplay projects. Especially my Justocorps costume which my friend has quoted, would cost me 1k again >__> This time, I feel that my money would be in safe hands and that he won't let me down..Another thing would be Negi lending me his ESP LTD F-10 electric guitar. Thanks to it, I've been able to play 2 new songs and currently learning another one. And I must say, my friend's theory of the grade of the guitar playing an important role in the guitarist's development is true. With a better grade guitar like Negi's F-10, I've been able to play songs which I thought I'd never be able to play in a long time. Yet I managed to play em in just a matter of days. That being said, maybe I should just save up abit more and order a custom ESP model? But I guess, then, I'd not be worthy of that guitar. So it'll still be the F-250..Which is coming soon since the F-50s have arrived at the shop.
Other than that, i seriously think..I just need someone to comfort me..If not that something or someone to make me laugh..and laugh my doubts and distress away..
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11:03 PM
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