Mirror

I wandered around.
Ever wandering.

Never stoping.
Afraid of turning back.

Running from reality.
As always.

No matter how many vows I made,
I tend to break mine instead of others.

Unreliable,
That's what I am.
Can't be trusted even with the simplest of tasks.

Baka ne?
I asked myself.

After all that running,
I finally ask myself,
Why am I running?
Why can't I stop?
Why can I face reality head on?

That's all in the past now.
It's all but a vision.
A vision of what I would have been if didn't change.

I awaken from my trance.
The melody played from my guitar was the music which represents me.
I reflect on myself as the rythm unsued in my mind.
I continued strumming.
For I don't want to forget myself.

Before I would want to love someone,
I would like to love myself first.

I stopped strumming and placed the guitar down gently.

I walked up to a mirror.
A mirror which reflected an image of me.
I looked at the mirror for awhile.
I closed my eyes before finaly saying,

'Sorry'