Sink

Negative thoughts flood back to my mind.
The positive, trying their best to resist.
Trying to think of all the happy times.
But to no avail.

I'm clueless.
I'm lost.

Is there no hope for someone like me?

Mind is drowning..
Slowly..
Into the cobalt lake..

Tried struggling..
To no avail..
The hands of the negative continued to pull me back down.

Water surface.
Beautiful from the top.
However, what awaits at the bottom is darkness.

As I go deeper down..
I can't see anything.
Blinded by the fear of rejection and acceptance.
Stabbed by the constant emptiness I am experiencing.

Deeper..
And deeper I drowned..

In this darkness,
there was olny one thing I held on to
as I start freezing..

Your warmth and touch..

Qui..c..k..

Im d r o wn in g --