It's been one heck of a year..
Gave myself the chance to not run away from O levels and came back to sec 5 was a blessing. I was right to listen to change my mind and listen to my mum. Thanks mum. The finaly year of my secondary school life has been meaningfull. Sadness,fear,anger,frustration,happiness, disappointment and more. I felt it all. All those raw emotions. Going through all those ups and downs? I have no regrets. And I'm not gonnna say that I'll die a happy man but instead, I want to live. Live and live till my fullest! And obviously, I can't do it alone. I'll need the people whom are close to my heart to kick me in arse, slap me in the face and scold me off when I lose my way ^^ They are my map.
What's a map without tools?
Music has seriously played a role in my life ever since young. I still remember how I protested to my mum that I hated normal music and only prefered preachings from the holy muslim men. Those were my innocent days. Though it's all long gone as I grew up. From preachings, anime has pulled me into the j-pop genre. It grew onto me and it was only when I was 15 that I was introduced to a Visual Kei band called The GazettE by Shermaine that a part of my life which has been missing was restored. You see, I feel that there's a difference between pop and rock. There's a feeling to rock music. It seems more pure no matter how distorted the music may sound. It doesn't sound as fabricated as pop. Oh well. Point being, music has been an intregal tool in my life. And in 2008, I became involved with the music I love so much. I actually took up arms(guitar and piano) and went ahead to learn music. It's given me such joy. I seriously think that music is the true international language which trenscends the language barrier and without music, the world won't be a vibrant place to live in.
Well, those are two big events which has transpired in 08. And as usual, bad stuff happens to me more then good. 08's attempt at getting back to having a love life failed epically and I lost 1.2k over a crappy costume. There's many more to list but hey, it's the new year. Not the way to start a new year ya?
With that, I clasp my hands together. Praying that this year. This year. 2009. Would be a good year throughout and would have more surprises instored for me.
Cheers and have a good year ahead.
-Peace out-
Gave myself the chance to not run away from O levels and came back to sec 5 was a blessing. I was right to listen to change my mind and listen to my mum. Thanks mum. The finaly year of my secondary school life has been meaningfull. Sadness,fear,anger,frustration,happiness, disappointment and more. I felt it all. All those raw emotions. Going through all those ups and downs? I have no regrets. And I'm not gonnna say that I'll die a happy man but instead, I want to live. Live and live till my fullest! And obviously, I can't do it alone. I'll need the people whom are close to my heart to kick me in arse, slap me in the face and scold me off when I lose my way ^^ They are my map.
What's a map without tools?
Music has seriously played a role in my life ever since young. I still remember how I protested to my mum that I hated normal music and only prefered preachings from the holy muslim men. Those were my innocent days. Though it's all long gone as I grew up. From preachings, anime has pulled me into the j-pop genre. It grew onto me and it was only when I was 15 that I was introduced to a Visual Kei band called The GazettE by Shermaine that a part of my life which has been missing was restored. You see, I feel that there's a difference between pop and rock. There's a feeling to rock music. It seems more pure no matter how distorted the music may sound. It doesn't sound as fabricated as pop. Oh well. Point being, music has been an intregal tool in my life. And in 2008, I became involved with the music I love so much. I actually took up arms(guitar and piano) and went ahead to learn music. It's given me such joy. I seriously think that music is the true international language which trenscends the language barrier and without music, the world won't be a vibrant place to live in.
Well, those are two big events which has transpired in 08. And as usual, bad stuff happens to me more then good. 08's attempt at getting back to having a love life failed epically and I lost 1.2k over a crappy costume. There's many more to list but hey, it's the new year. Not the way to start a new year ya?
With that, I clasp my hands together. Praying that this year. This year. 2009. Would be a good year throughout and would have more surprises instored for me.
Cheers and have a good year ahead.
-Peace out-
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