Rain x Snow

Wind,
Blowing against my face.

I wake up in the morning with a frown on my face.
I look out of my window
and what did I see?

The clouds were grey.
I could feel the wind getting stronger.
I could see thunder and lighting.
Striking angrily, just like my anger and angst
Which I have been bottling up this years.

Visibility was low.
My mind is as clouded as the sky.
I'm as lost as a wandering soul.

Where should I go next?

What do I do now?

What is my existence here for?

After so much that has happened, I remembered my passion.
That burning desire which I had since a child.

I've gained enlightenment and I know now what I'm supposed to do.

On this rainy christmas, I sit silently by my window..

Wishing..

Hoping..

Praying..

For this christmas, It's snowing in my heart.
Freezing all needless emotions
and the fiery passion will soon melt
all this snow which will soon mark the start of spring.

To be able to race for eternity,
To feel the wind brushing against my face
and most of all, to be able to enter a world of my own,

That's what I wanted all along.

But for now,
I just need to enjoy the snow
And be frozen till spring comes.